The first of many...

I have started this new blog for a new year and hopefully a new life. Those who read it please bare with me as Im not that good at this. I have 24 hours to start my new life. 2008 will be a wonderful and bright year with me losing weight. Tomorrow I will start cutting back on eating and more excises! I have the RIGHT to be like everyone else! Im tired of sometimes getting scares from people with a look of pity. I used to think that I was ok with me being overweight but the more I look at myself and start getting ready to marry the man that I love, the more I want to be healthy and live longer. I want to be able to one day have kids and be able to play with them like “normal” moms. I want to be able to just run in a store and buy something in a “normal” size without having to pay way more for a pair of jeans that I should. I want to be able to go to the beach without being started at like Im a washed up whale. Im not starting some crazed diet, Im starting a new way of life. I will be cutting down what I eat and portion control. The hardest part for me will be no cokes and exercise. So bare with me and help me though this journey this year!